Saint Valentine's day BROWNIES

mY FIRST ATTEMPT at making them...they came out, alright. Here's the proof.

Happy Valentine's day!

105 things I've wished I've done part 3 or 4

43.Cutting my hair real short
44.having nice nails
45.Go on a final of the year trip to Ibiza
46.cut classes
47.not bitting my nails
48.accept N. invitation to go to Tomar.
49.Make out in the back of the bus during a school trip
50.stay friends with A.
51.go on a water slide
52.not to hide under the bed when I was at a retreat
53.not to be upset when A. received flowers from E.
54. not crying about something that was out of my hand
55.eaten a whole package of bombocas
56.learned how to cook when I was a teen
55.learned how to sow
56.learned how to say Hi in more than 10 languages
57.read every classic on the library
58.play cards with my grandad
59.learned how to cook beans soup with my grandmother
60.write a book with every story my parents told me about their childhood
61.paint a painting
62.invent something unique and beautiful
63.Go to the Algarve at least once
64.not worrying about my exams, nor grades
65.not being stressed, nervous or sick about anything school related
66.go to the Açude party when I was a teen.
67.Slow dance a song with someone I love
68.learn latin dances
69.go to the gym
70.keep doing my daily run
71.stay in touch with Christine
72.Bring Cristine home to meet my family
73.keep writing on my old blog
74.write comments in one of my favourite blogs
75.stand upside down
76.Watch Amelie at a theater
77.Watch a play
78.Watch an Opera
79.not rejecting so many people
80.Stay away from A.

105 things I've wished I've done

23.ride a motorcycle
24.not slap Mónica in the face
25.say yes to dating E.
26.buy a bike when I was a kid
27.Help Sandra when she needed it
28.not to put aside Raquel
29.keeping in touch with Rui
30.Keeping in touch with friends.
31.enjoy swimming lessons when I was 13.
32.join the scouts
33.keep doing gymnastics
34.run a half-marathon
35.Finish 1st at a cross-country race
36.Dress myself as a belly dancer for Carnival
37.join in on a trio eléctrico parade
38.not to froze up when facing José Luis Peixote
39.not lending my autographed book "A criança em Ruinas" to Pedro.
40.Finding my faculty ribbon
41.Telling E. how I felt.
42.go to a concert at Alvalade.
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105 things I've wished I've done 2

13.Sing a song at the talent show in school
14.Accept a gift from a stranger
15.Accept Pedro's invitation to visit him while he was in Holand
16.Go on foot in a pilgrimage to Santiago de Compostela
17.Accept the invitation to go to Taizé
18.Say yes to an invitation from Paulo to visit him in Braga
19.Go to an international Postcrossing meeting
20.Karaoking by myself
21.not to bump someone after getting my driver's licence
22.go on a finalist trip to a remote/exotic country

105 things I wished I've done part 1

1.Kiss you
2.scream at a Bon Jovi concert
3.read a book under an oak tree
4.Say: I love you.
5.give a last goodbye kiss to my grandmother
6.have a dog and a cat
7.send all the love letters I wrote
8.say yes to Nuno's kiss
9.not crying when I forgot the lines at a church play
10.still be friends with my childhood friends
11.offer an apple to Mrs Gina.
12.Dating E.
13. (...)

MORE TO COME...

The only exception...

The Only Exception lyrics
Songwriters: Farro, Josh; Williams, Hayley;

When I was younger, I saw my daddy cry
And curse at the wind
He broke his own heart and I watched
As he tried to reassemble it

And my momma swore that
She would never let herself forget
And that was the day that I promised
I'd never sing of love if it does not exist

But darling, you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

Maybe I know, somewhere deep in my soul
That love never lasts
And we've got to find other ways to make it alone
Or keep a straight face

And I've always lived like this
Keeping a comfortable distance
And up until now I had sworn to myself that I'm content with loneliness
Because none of it was ever worth the risk

But you are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

I've got a tight grip on reality
But I can't let go of what's in front of me here
I know you're leaving in the morning when you wake up
Leave me with some kind of proof, it's not a dream, oh

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception
You are the only exception

And I'm on my way to believing
Oh, and I'm on my way to believing


Listening to this non stop....I wish you were the only exception!

Endings are so sad...Do I really want it to be the end? I just don't know...But I truly feel sad. So sad that I don't understand it. Today I just wished to run away and not feel a thing.