Return to innocence

Parece que foi ontem que abandonei a escrita e decidi que era adulta demais,ocupada demais, sem tempo a mais para escrever. Fui reler algumas das coisas que escrevi aqui e também me chocou o facto de ser tão depressiva. Acredito que escrevia essencialmente para não elouquecer e exteriorizar o que me consumia. Volto pela mesma razão. Para todos os fins há mil recomeços. Que este seja mais um. Let the games begin!

Together

2017. Tudo muda! Até eu! Estou feliz. Muito feliz! Obrigada, Roy. Finalmente descobri o que sempre andei à procura! :)

ahogada

Tengo ganas de llorar. Tengo ganas de me olvidar de todo. Creía que todo era posible, pero sé que nos es verdad. Cuando te apercibes que la estrada es larga, demasiado larga para tus pies y que non puedes más caminar...que haces? lloras. Y las lagrimas se convierten en un lago..dónde te ahogas... quién te salva? Quién? Nadie. Estás sola. sola. sola. Inmensamente sola. Y te ahogas. y te ahogas!

I wish...

I feel lost...I'm at crossroads. Don't know where to go, what to do.Don't know what to expect. It really makes me anxious to know that I don't have control over anything at all. I wish I had made different choices, I wish so many things now that I should have wished before. I wish I knew what to do.

ontem pensei, hoje escrevi que a vida pode ser muito ingrata. A vida ou nós.

Things to be thankful for...

Someone, today, reminded me that I should be thankful for many things, so I decided to make a list of the things I should really thank for in my life ...here it goes.

I'm thankful for...

1.My family and all their idiosyncracies
2.The smile of my grandmother
3.My new car (yay)
4.all the valuable lesson's my teachers taught me (mind u, valuable, not the stupid ones)
5.Flunking at math (it made me realize how much I loved words and everything with words related)
6.for my stuffed animals when I was a kid because they were the 1st to express the true meaning of friendship.
7.the 1st person to give me chocolate (thanks Mom=) I knew it would be a long lost love.
8. being able to see the sea. It's truly one of the most beautiful things on earth.
9. for all the kisses given to me while I was growing up because they made me realize how much a human heart needs cuddling and affection to bloom and grow up.
10.All the funny afternoons watching comedies or stand-up shows Which made me value laughter as one of the most important tools to survive in this world.
11. every fall from the swing because they taught me there is always a reason to get up which is another ride in the swing.
12.the taste of red cherries in a summer afternoon (yumm)because they become my fav fruit ever.

Why does my heart feel so bad??

Why does my heart feel so bad?
Why does my soul feel so bad?

Why does my heart feel so bad?
Why does my soul feel so bad?

These open doors
These open doors

Why does my heart feel so bad?